She thought I was impossible, but she loved me anyway, which is the best sort of love there is.

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"I'd made a list in my notebook of all the things I missed about him. The way he wrinkles his nose when he's thinking was one. How he holds things was another. But now I needed to talk to him for real and no list would substitute. I stood by the phone while my stomach turned itself inside out. During the time I waited, a whole species of butterflies may have become extinct, or a large, complex mammal with feelings like mine."

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