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to write;
"...I come into the peace of wild things
who do not tax their lives with forethought
of grief. I come into the presence of still water.
And I feel above me the day-blind stars
waiting for their light. For a time
I rest in the grace of the world, and am free."

-The Peace of Wild Things; Wendell Berry


Wednesday, August 18, 2010, 21:59
when you look forward & see what's behind you

i swear i'm regressing into childhood.

lately i've taken to hugging my mum [[!!!]] every time she walks by me. and i haven't hugged her in, like, years. psshhh.

i blame the stress for this week, and the fact that i can't seem to find enough people to hug lately. though i have to thank Liz Goh for totally letting me squish her yesterday afternoon, and Alison for giving me one yesterday morning, and Claire for today's major squashfest. i guess Shannon's very generous offers of squishdom count too, though i usually can't figure out how to accept an offer from a tall person.

hahaha, that reminds me, Saumya let me use her as my pillow this morning too [[and this time i was the tall person, pfft]] for a very long time. i love her, she's very nice and obliging :) though her lack of sympathy for her poor senior could be worked on D:

oh, and thank you Charlotte darling for calling yesterday :) made my night. you're awesome; stay sane!

back to hugging;
though yeah, i was raised to be touchy-feely [[my grandparents are surprisingly affectionate when it comes to hugging and kissing me :)]], which would explain why i'm so inclined to giving people many [[manymanymany]] hugs ... i shall discuss this in greater detail after the prelims.

god, i have so many non-work things i want to do after this round of mugging!
though the continuation of my scrapbooking project is now under review.

&i've never walked into an exam hall without at least reading through the chapter notes, but like yesterday's physics..i didn't study magnetism. and amaths today, i confess i only studied flipped through trigo+differentiation+integration. thankfully the latter was okay, but my physics fate is in major doubt.

and actually, so is my lit.

whatever.

anyway, this is nonsense. this entire week i've been cramming 2 nights before every paper [[as in, i study for each subject a day in advance]] for the sake of my poor neglected geography [[day after tomorrow]] , but due to slowness in organic chemistry yesterday [[no procrastination even! heck.]] i'm back to square one and so i have 2 hours to study geog tonight and..the afternoon+night tomorrow.

we can't even spot like the full geogers are doing, just because.
screw this i'm gonna go back to studying now.

thank goodness bio isn't this week. stupid bio.

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