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"...I come into the peace of wild things
who do not tax their lives with forethought
of grief. I come into the presence of still water.
And I feel above me the day-blind stars
waiting for their light. For a time
I rest in the grace of the world, and am free."

-The Peace of Wild Things; Wendell Berry

Friday, October 29, 2010, 21:10

"sometimes when you want something so bad, it slips away from you."

today: explained the difference between slut and vamp and whore during lunch (no, i am not so free, but tabby was asking us..), in absolute nerd terms! XD

omg i amaze myself sometimes. and feli (the whole table actually) went into this huge FIT of laughter at my randomness O: jeru was quite horrified.

then i dropped by T to bug people about physics (since nicole and co. were being too happy for me to butt in with work, and the rest of the class was scattered)! (yeah well i'm studying early, so sue me..ahh really dead this coming week) thank you to tze and sheralyn :) awesome folk.

aaand. um. well. yes, i have become a painkiller addict, i swear. my hand can't function without them at all anymore. i love my doctor for having the foresight to prescribe them; i'd thought i wouldn't need it. boy was i wrong.

screw this after Os i'm gonna spend 12 hours shooting at the court near my parents' place. i think they raised the net (thank goodness); saw a man shooting the other day, was so envious.

and oh lebron james & fellow heat members lost to boston celtics and their big three - yeah baby! hope they fail beautifully, i like wade but i can't stand james, so :x

ooh and lakers still going strong :) i really want them to three-peat this new season.

was watching one of kobe's videos just now. and i think this quote applies to my current goal amidst the sea of papers (haha and i have had many people share their nightmares of oversleeping and missing papers..TELL ME ABOUT IT...i check the schedule three times every night because i'm paranoid.) -

anyway, the quote:

"I wanted it so bad. And sometimes when you want something so bad, it slips away from you."

love kobe :D
but anyway, yeah, said quote + Mr Liu & Mrs Lim have reminded me that if i put too much pressure on myself i'm going to fail spectacularly.

straight 1s...gotta keep working. fucking afraid.

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"I have been and still am a seeker, but I have ceased to question stars and books;
I have begun to listen to the teachings my blood whispers to me."

Friday, October 29, 2010, 21:10

"sometimes when you want something so bad, it slips away from you."

today: explained the difference between slut and vamp and whore during lunch (no, i am not so free, but tabby was asking us..), in absolute nerd terms! XD

omg i amaze myself sometimes. and feli (the whole table actually) went into this huge FIT of laughter at my randomness O: jeru was quite horrified.

then i dropped by T to bug people about physics (since nicole and co. were being too happy for me to butt in with work, and the rest of the class was scattered)! (yeah well i'm studying early, so sue me..ahh really dead this coming week) thank you to tze and sheralyn :) awesome folk.

aaand. um. well. yes, i have become a painkiller addict, i swear. my hand can't function without them at all anymore. i love my doctor for having the foresight to prescribe them; i'd thought i wouldn't need it. boy was i wrong.

screw this after Os i'm gonna spend 12 hours shooting at the court near my parents' place. i think they raised the net (thank goodness); saw a man shooting the other day, was so envious.

and oh lebron james & fellow heat members lost to boston celtics and their big three - yeah baby! hope they fail beautifully, i like wade but i can't stand james, so :x

ooh and lakers still going strong :) i really want them to three-peat this new season.

was watching one of kobe's videos just now. and i think this quote applies to my current goal amidst the sea of papers (haha and i have had many people share their nightmares of oversleeping and missing papers..TELL ME ABOUT IT...i check the schedule three times every night because i'm paranoid.) -

anyway, the quote:

"I wanted it so bad. And sometimes when you want something so bad, it slips away from you."

love kobe :D
but anyway, yeah, said quote + Mr Liu & Mrs Lim have reminded me that if i put too much pressure on myself i'm going to fail spectacularly.

straight 1s...gotta keep working. fucking afraid.

Labels: oth, qu